it should be written down.
now i know WHY i was so inclined on 29.04 as my departure date:
this way i’d be able to see my grandmother alive.
since it became apparent that i can’t leave on 29 – i was waiting for consequences.
will there be an accident with a plane? or something, anything to explain my uneasiness?
when yesterday came a message that my grandmother suddenly feels worse – i knew that’s IT
It may seem like a whim, like an unnecessary haste, like an stupid thing to do.
But you better DO IT ANYWAY.
That is the lesson.